Getting out of the house

Em and I have finally found something to get us out of the house...we are taking Baby Message Classes. I know lame, but we like it..we have something to look forward to Fridays. And Daddy and I have found a fairly happy medium. Mac' is a crazy little devil who gets into everything, but really does cuddle well. It has been 4 months and ten days since my little girls birth and I spent the first night away from her May 13th. She stayed the night at my aunts I needed some space, I love her to death but I felt like I always had her...which any mother will tell you starts wearing heavy on your nerves. The night nothing big...a movie then to bed where I slept horribly (woke with a kink) but through out the night I felt like I was missing something...kinda like where did my cell phone go. And I had to tie myself to the couch to keep from running over there as soon as I woke up...and found out what I already knew my baby is a happy baby and she is a gem. I know that I need a day here and there to just worry about me. And I know she needs it to start with her independence but after it comes to an end and I get to pick her back up it is like her birth all over again, and emotional meeting without the pain. LOL

Emma 4 months old

OMG it is hard to believe that my baby is 4 months already! Well on Saturday May 9th. Anyway- We went to her 4 month check-up yesterday and she weighed 13Lbs 13.5 oz. Was 25 inches long. She has quite the personality on her. As far as growth go she has not rolled over yet, but she has been attempting to hold her bottle on her own and she has been doing better at sitting up on her own... she tries to pull herself up, but can only get up with some help. I hope all my Mommies have a wondrous Mother's Day!

dissappointment

Well we thought we had found IT, but we were not fast enough. It was a 3.5BD 1.5 bath house with a basement beautifully large yard including a dog run. Completely updated. Gas stove it was so beautiful I immediately fell in love only to have my heart broken....Ah well it would've made life a lot easier...I mean I am severely cramped in our current home...and I can not seem to keep it clean it is always cluttered due to low storage, and we had to rent a storage facility just to get rid of some of the clutter...and I am getting a little frustrated...I really DO NOT want Emma learning to crawl on the nasty carpet in our apartment, there is not enough chemicals in the world to make me comfortable with it....what am I to do? Ah well again that is life and everything happens for a reason, I have to believe that.